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Reflections of Spring

2012-01-22T13:26:00.000+08:00

Winter passed, Spring comes to life

Across the vast eternal field,

A show window of crystals began to vaporize

Flowers bloom, Lake appears, Animals get together

It is there that I felt a grasp of warmth,

An essence containing the heart deep down

As I stand on this path of artistry,

Troubles flee and mind at peace

Yet my heart trembles,

Shedding tears was inevitable

I am all alone but is this where I want to be ...

A sudden gush of wind blew,

Accompanied by a faint whisper

Omitting the rest, its says "Dear, I'm here"

Praying hands together, this is my Jubilant Tears

' My prayer to you my dear '

Unreachable Hands

2011-12-18T22:12:00.001+08:00

A path where two lives meet ..

Spending every hour, minute and second ..

Happy alone wasn't enough to describe ..

But ..

A day where He decided to hold ..

Her body was just a silhouette ..

Looked at his hands ..

' Only tears suggest his thoughts right there '

At this time

2011-05-06T16:46:00.003+08:00

Path from the crossroads was never ..

As mist became ..

The image that I saw turns to ..

Every single minute & second ..

I'm not losing you

A promise made by ..

I, promise myself to ..

' May the light of the Sun guide me through the end '

Feelings + Emotions

2011-04-30T12:34:00.000+08:00

I'm trembling ..

No idea where to start ..

For all my wishes and my words ..

Hoping you understand ..

These cries are meant for you ..

Only from the bottom of my heart ..

'Cries of the ....'

Running Towards

2011-04-23T00:56:00.001+08:00

No matter how close it ..

How much distance He has to ..

Only to be close enough ..

But ..

'Only to end with tears'

Modern Olympians

2011-04-21T11:49:00.003+08:00

A grandiose panorama

Across the woodlands of generations

Doves, spreading its wings to the wake of spring

Only to stumble upon a rare family

Enthrall by the appearance of the White Doves

He came pursuing the august birds

To appease his desire and beatitude

Was lead to the one and only apple tree

Though astounded by the beautiful sight of cosmos

Even more overwhelm by her presence, godsend

A Lady who upholds the symbols of Love, Beauty Joy, Divine

An absolute being; reawakening of the Goddess, Aphrodite

Touch her hands with gentle kiss, he says

'I'm Hermes and you are....'

~....~

'The Charm of the Lady'

Artwork - Nonpareil Love

2011-04-03T21:11:00.001+08:00

An inspirational Masterpiece beyond ..

Feelings, emotions and thoughts ..

To be portrait by ..

Then gave his final ..

'Two seperate entities; Synthesize and Create'

Utters a silent whisper ..

'Love that has beauty resides deep within both hearts'

Guardian

2011-03-14T15:10:00.006+08:00

Such a beautiful evening

As the sun reaches twilight

The skies illuminates, by the majestic sight of aurora lights

It was accompanied by the peaceful sound of Natura

And within the Garden of Eden

Presence of a couple

Appreciating nature and beauty at its best

Love was all around, nothing compared like the rest

Soon, the time passed

Nightfall appears

One by one, dazzling in the night

The stars fill the Celestial Sphere

He, who point towards a direction

Reveals the formation of Zodiac Constellations

And to her bewilderment

An appearance of a Guardian

Guardian of the Bull ; Taurus

He, then gave a gentle smile

Utters a silent whisper

She cries; her cries

For his exact words

"Love and its expression

Not only by Mother Nature nor Man

Such an amazing phenomenon

As he watches over us, you guardian"

~ .... ~

' This Love, a Perfect Beauty, Bless Wonders '

First of out the many ..

2010-08-10T14:38:00.004+08:00

While the memories of that day never fades ..

Each time it replays ..

Feelings ..

Appreciation and Gratitude ..

He grin ..

Love of a Vampire pt 2 - Hitman

2010-03-22T10:42:00.012+08:00

Looking from afar, eyeing on ..

With a Book opened on his hands ..

He gave a Smile of happiness and cried Tears of sadness ..

Last Words that was meant for ..

He mumbles to himself

' Though this words never reach to ..

As promise this is and was meant for .. '

~ ..... ~

An admirable yet cold night

The serenity accompanied by the sound of harmonious night orchestra

A majestic sight,

To see the Rose illuminate under the red moonlight

There came an appearance of a Maiden

Spirit of the Rose

Noble, Divine, Beautiful, Grace

Putting her hands together while whisper, she prays

Midnight dew starts to form

Overflowing in a matter of hours

Mixing with the colour of Scarlet petals

With every drop it creates, a flow alike to a human blood

Constructing a path,

Slowly making its ways towards the Ashes

With a message and prayers from the Rose Maiden

It reaches ...

As the Ashes sips the dew,

Sound of bats gathered, coincide with the howling wolf

The night turns uncanny

A silhouette forms,

Resurrect from the Ashes

Nosferatu returns

Only to intertwine with the Rose

~ ..... ~

' Final Chapter of the Book '

Love of a Vampire Pt 1 - Hitman

2010-03-03T20:36:00.012+08:00

A Book that was kept just ..

With her by his side, he starts to read ..

The story goes ..

' A legend was told ever since that day had passed ..

Story of a Nosferatu .. '

~ ..... ~

For Millennia, Vampire rules the night

The Count, raise from his bed

Looking at the courtyard through his window

Bed of Roses; Confessions of One's Heart

Among the Rose that wither

One still stand Noble, eclipsing the rest

With its dominating presence

Everyone wants its essence

A sight to behold

When Scarlet petals begins to shimmer

Beautify its surrounding as Twilight approaches

But it was a signal; Dawn breaks

Tears of blood began to drop

The Count trembles in fear

Unsure of his next encounter

He wishes to hold the Rose dear

Stepping out of his castle, slowly grabbing the Rose

Sacrificing his immortality, to protect ...

As his skin burns to ashes

He mumbles,

A Chance to Love

~ .... ~

' undying love '

Reminiscence - Hitman

2010-02-09T09:46:00.005+08:00

Misty, haze ..

It was unclear ..

As the silhouette begins to reveal itself ..

He stretch out his arms to grab hold of ..

But was abruptly woken up, only left to wonder ..

'Reminiscence of the past'

A beautiful dream resurface ..

Smiling to his guardians ..

He said ..

'I saw an Angel descend .. the ....'

Supremacy or Struggle

2010-01-03T11:15:00.005+08:00

He who sits on the throne ..

Holds power to his ..

He, one of the pillar for the King ..

Decides who breathes and decays ..

' Greed & Wrath '

When 2 Sins coincide ..

' Judgement; Dance the Mad Dance '

Unseen Messages

2009-08-03T00:41:00.004+08:00

Within all the words that had spoken ..

Contains nothing, not a single lie ..

The message he wishes to convey ..

' Believe, Distrust ? '

He hope ..

' Only they decide what is truth or lie .. '

Silent Cries of a Puppeteer

2009-04-16T19:55:00.003+08:00

Fear, Nightmare ..

When the past haunts the present ..

Every movement is a pressure ..

As his mind clouded by ..

Sense of judgement blinded ..

His next act?

' Will i .. pull it through the end ? '

A Nature's Destruct

2009-04-12T18:58:00.008+08:00

This world, This life ..

There are many things left unsaid ..

Information, Object, Existence, Way of life

Some that are meant to be a mystery ..

' What happens if we break the rule ? '

Where is ..

' Balance? Happiness? Power? '

Mist; illusionist

2009-02-12T17:55:00.006+08:00

' An erroneous perception of reality

Hidden presence; One who sees through the eyes of the beholder '

Should i leave it be OR perhaps the other ..

Never felt this pressurize ..

Why did i made such a move ?

Though my goals are clear ..

The " Path " which leads to it isn't ?

I seek for ..

' Fall when you're Rising '

A Story With No Ending - Mixed Emotions

2009-01-28T20:22:00.005+08:00

Facing the sunset as it reached the twilight hours ..

Sitting along the balcony of his mansion ..

Accompanied by his favourite wine and a ..

' Time Capsule '

Pictures, items, gifts ..

As he close the box and lock ..

His expression changes reminding him that ..

' A smile full of happiness yet sorrow '

Either One Of Us

2009-01-19T16:11:00.003+08:00

Dark clouds covered the sky ..

Heavy downpours began to drop ..

Accompanied by the sight of lightning and hearings of thunder ..

A chaos environment turns to silence ..

All that is left is ..

' Me And You '

The ambiance of the atmosphere perfectly describes an intent ..

' I intend to ... Bloodlust '

The Long Wait Comes To

2009-01-12T16:18:00.003+08:00

Hiding behind those shadows ..

Keeping an eye for its ..

Actions, Movement, Words ..

It all portrays a silhouette of ..

As it gets clearer ..

The worthwhile wait came to an ..

Decision made was to ..

' As i wish for a beautiful ending .. i was left with no choice but '

existence of the puppeteer

2009-01-04T22:29:00.005+08:00

Lose a string ..

It can be replace ..

Lose his puppets ..

Life no longer means anything ..

' Fill this blank for me .. The picture and words? '

True Sight

2008-12-20T23:52:00.004+08:00

Longing for an impossible dream ..

Came an existence of a third eye ..

Grants me sight of things I've yearn for ..

But with a price to pay ..

For just a moment, I felt ..

' What emotions is he bearing? Does it justify his feelings and reasonings? '

Mist; illusionist

2008-12-16T21:05:00.002+08:00

' An erroneous perception of reality

Hidden presence; One who sees through the eyes of the beholder '

Ever since that day ..

I felt happiness surrounds me ..

Wish to keep it My Lady ..

Looking forward to what lies ahead ..

' So do you .. '

The Past I Wish to Kill

2008-12-11T20:33:00.003+08:00

When all i wish for is to forget ..

This feeling of numbness that i've sealed ..

It came back with a grand entrance ..

' Keep moving forward '

I hold on dearly to this words but i ..

It's killing me ..

' Annoying .. Hatred '

Image, Twins or Stranger ? - Hitman

2008-11-30T17:49:00.006+08:00

A few years had passed ..

Memory of what's left 3 years ago ..

Still fresh like it was yesterday ..

Looking down on the spot where it all ended ..

He ..

' SHE's standing there but who is ....... ? '

Waiting and watching her movement like an eagle waiting to hunt its prey ..

' What is he going to do? Motives or Objectives? '

Mist; illusionist

2008-11-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

' An erroneous perception of reality

Hidden presence; One who sees through the eyes of the beholder '

Heart still beating ..

A feeling of adrenaline rush ..

It will never fade

' A Poem that express his feelings to the Lady .. He hold it to the very end '

Scars of lives

2008-11-18T17:00:00.005+08:00

Walking among us was a Man ..

He, who was behind this tragic occurrence ..

Innocent, pure, living by his principles but ..

' Mistakes can't be abstain .. '

To atone for his sins ..

He carried the ideals of another ..

or ..

' Follow his ideals? Live the life of others? Final? '

Blames & Reasons

2008-11-05T20:04:00.004+08:00

To think that I'm blaming others for their ideologies and actions ..

I've made a mistake ..

An ending that resulted

' Does not differentiate ME among them '

Little I could do since it has happened ..

Nonetheless, I must seek reasons

Just like ..

' How they truly believe Theirs '

Mist; illusionist

2008-09-22T06:26:00.004+08:00

' An erroneous perception of reality

Hidden presence; One who sees through the eyes of the beholder '

Blessing of Words

I Wished for You

' Dedication '

Me

2008-09-18T06:41:00.004+08:00

Lately things aren't going the way it seems ..

Everything is in a mess ..

Nothing that beautify ..

What's going on ? What is wrong ?

I guess i have myself to blame ..

Only wish i could turn back time but ..

' Moving either ways .. Trap, Lost .. Writer's Emotion & State '

Their Dreams

2008-08-20T10:20:00.004+08:00

Along the old railway tracks ..

Everything around me seems ..

Ambiance that represent Death ..

A feeling of hope ..

To see the light at the end of the tunnel ..

Walking towards the exit ..

I turn around ..

' I feel what they feel .. Hopes never falter '

Pain In The Eyes

2008-08-02T23:54:00.003+08:00

Enjoy while it still possible ..

At a certain point of time ..

It stops ticking ..

You'll see things at a different point of view ..

To lead or To follow ..

And so it ends ..

' I'll be watching .. I do '

the puppeteer

2008-07-23T14:54:00.004+08:00

He who manipulates an object ..

Create illusion of life in real time ..

To let audience believe what is potrayed to be the present life ..

Now he asked himself ..

' I have the power to control and create illusion for others .. '

' What about me ? '

It all depends ..

' Who does he hold up to ? WHY ? '

Mist; illusionist

2008-07-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

' An erroneous perception of reality

Hidden presence; One who sees through the eyes of the beholder '

If you ever read this ..

.. I Really Miss You ..

' The Lady '

Unsettling Dreams

2008-07-10T11:10:00.004+08:00

As I walked across the streets of an unknown bustling City ..

It feels that what surrounds me is moving at an incredible speed ..

Am I too slow or am I too fast ?

Looking for something that I could relate to ..

There I caught a sight of ..

Are you there ?

' If dream became reality .. I would be .. Smiles & Tears '

A Secret - His Life

2008-07-01T08:25:00.010+08:00

As the dawn breaks ..

Gaze towards the Horizon ..

I ponder ..

" Release from this restriction .. Need to make things right "

" A new day; A fresh beginning "
Sight of a bird flying towards the rising sun ..

I speak ..

" It's time ..."

' Restriction or Freedom ~ Truth or Lies '

Afterlife - The Lady & Hitman

2008-06-19T21:51:00.008+08:00

The night he came back ..

Feeling of Sadness shadowed him ..

Leaving his coat on the table ..

He lay down on the couch next to window ..

Stare upon the sky beautify by the full moon and the twinkling stars ..

Closes his eyes ..

He saw an image slowly potray in front of him ..

The Lady
One whom he will always love till the very end ..

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' To The Lady '

In my eyes you're a unique individual that far exceeds others
Through ups and downs, you potrayed an image in my mind
Light of your smile, melody of your voice and warmth of your hand made it real
And memories we had, could be literally visualised

Time is no longer an essence
For whatever i have to endure
The feeling will never falter

For that personifies the beauty i see in you ..

' The Hitman Speaks ... '

Life of a Mysterious Lady

2008-06-18T17:42:00.004+08:00

Lost, Trap ..

She doesn't know what to do ..

Everything has never been pretty ever since that ..

Every single minute it haunts her ..

She wish to leave everything ..

What can she do ?

' Things differ when you think or when you experience .. '

Dilemma

2008-06-10T20:44:00.003+08:00

Enclose myself ..

I've too much to think ..

Presently one thought came to my mind ..

A decision that ends with a YES or NO ..

The future doesn't feels good with either one but ..

I've got to make a choice OR ..

Be trap in this dilemma forever ..

' It's killing me ... '

With My Eyes

2008-06-05T20:34:00.008+08:00

In many situation ..

There are things you won't see ..

The naked truth of reality ..

" Simple situation handle with Complexity "

~~ Vice Versa ~~

Denial of statement ?

Observe and Analyse ..

' Perception of Human minds '

The Lady & Me

2008-05-24T13:02:00.007+08:00

No matter how much I wish for it ..

I'm not able to ..

Presently I'm glad and happy ..

Just to know the you're still there ..

Will always wait and hope ..

That one day, I'm able to be with ..

' Tears of Joy + Sadness .. Writer's emotions '

Mist; illusionist

2008-05-09T15:34:00.005+08:00

' An erroneous perception of reality

Hidden presence; One who sees through the eyes of the beholder '

And so it ends ..

A Bittersweet Story ..

' .... '

Moment Of Truth

2008-05-08T21:57:00.003+08:00

There's a point of time ..

You had a question that you really wanna ask ..

But at that moment you were not able to ..

Scared, nervous, not the right time you say ..

In the end you regret, hoping for another chance ..

What if tomorrow's the day which you were given a second chance ..

Are you going to make the same mistake or go for it ? ..

' Getting a second chance in life is rare. I've made my choice, How bout you? '

Silent Cries

2008-04-20T19:47:00.008+08:00

Leaving the Rose on her grave ..

He slowly make his way towards the Limousine ..

Showing neither his emotions nor regrets ..

Soon as he reached the door, the rear window was wind down ..

A man speaks ..

" Born to live this life but you CHOOSE how to lead your life .. "

" You've made your choice .. "

While the window wind up ..

He took a last look and board ..

Closes his door, the Limousine left the site ..

' Decision is yours, the truth hurts but life has to go on '

Eyes of a Hitman

2008-04-07T20:25:00.012+08:00

A night feel with laughter and happiness ..

Occupying themselves with parties, clubs or bars ..

Enjoying every single seconds of their life to the fullest ..

BUT is that it ?

His eyes was set on her ..

As the Hitman lock his target ..

He closes his eyes, whispering to himself and ..

" Click "

' Never look back for i shall regret not satisfied '

Time

2008-03-31T23:37:00.003+08:00

Priceless but yet not treasured ..

Wished to either be in the future or remain in the past ..

Blinded by the series of events ..

Forget where we are standing ..

Force to make a choice between two ..

Do we have any other options?

' Time never stops.. We are the ones stopping '

* Life Events *

2008-03-30T23:23:00.006+08:00

Last night, it came as an inspiration to her ..

An artist paints what she felt in her dreams ..

Ensuring every single bits of detail ..

The Lines, The Curves, The Colours portrays her free will of emotions ..

Soon as she was about to complete her meaningful art piece ..

She gave her last breath away ..

For one part was left untouched, the most important part of the ..

' To be continued '

Mysterious Lady

2008-03-26T19:30:00.007+08:00

A bond was created by the very first question asked ..

Next thing I knew she was ..

Along the timeline, we shared instants of joy and sadness together ..

It was a beautiful moment which is undescribable

But that was what i knew ..

' Fine lady who take it to the very end and in search of her dream life '

* Life Events *

2008-03-23T09:07:00.005+08:00

Walking through an endless tunnel ..

Dark and Misty ..

A moment where I can't rely on my sense of sight ..

Feeling of uneasiness and alone ..

I wished someone was here to guide me ..

' To be continued '

Doubts & Confused

2008-03-21T14:54:00.006+08:00

Life is full of happenings and events ..

Good and Bad ..

All that has passed eventually became memories ..

Can never be deleted but only filter ..

Continuing everyday life, we need to put in effort

A saying goes ' with effort comes result ' ..

But ..

' What happens if the saying never came even if we tried? '

Away

2008-03-16T23:09:00.003+08:00

My eyes are slowly closing ..

Vision went blur instantly ..

As i smile ..

I'm glad its all over for now ..

To be awaken ..

Maybe tomorrow, next week, etc ..

' Bye bi '

Ended With A Smile

2008-03-09T21:42:00.005+08:00

Finally it ended ..

A war of physical and mental ..

As I sit beside a surviving soldier yet wounded ..

He asked, "How does a human define happiness and sadness?" ..

And gave a smile before carried away to be treated ..

* Smiles to the Comp Teams *

' What is the meaning of the smile, i let you readers decide '

Hopes and Dreams

2008-02-27T10:09:00.005+08:00

Wishful thinking never comes ..

What is your next step ?

Hopes and dreams of the future are far from grasp ..

What do you intend to do ?

' When the right moment comes, don't hesitate '

War Conclusion ??

2008-02-21T21:03:00.003+08:00

Are they prepared for what awaits them at the end ..

Letting emotions come and go ..

Surrounding to hate them ..

Yet they showed a strong will, passion and desire ..

Hopes for all these Soldiers to win ..

A war of physical, knowledge and mentality ..

' What are you fighting for? '

Vision - Shadow

2008-02-20T20:27:00.007+08:00

Sleep deep within the heart ..

He slowly open his eyes for just one reason ..

Though its only for a moment ..

I'm glad he did ..

For what he sees paints a perfect picture on my mind ..

Before he went back to sleep ..

' Picture speaks a Thousand Words '

End ??

2008-02-15T19:59:00.003+08:00

It was just right in front of me and .....

Would you be real or just a mist of illusions?

I ..

' Doubtful Tears '

Guren - Gazette

2008-02-14T10:45:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry... after awhile, let me sleep by your name

The passing days drew us closer

The pain is matched with joy.

Both hands reflect that

I cry when I think of you.

There is a rain of sadness

It's fine just to remain unknown.

I tremble for repose, I remembered

What do you want to see in this reeled in dream?

I don't want you to fade

Let me hear, even a sigh.

A small heartbeat, that isn't there

I want you, come here!

Unchanging dreams, if this continues on

Please don't pause in your happiness.

Even if it doesn't need to call out, but,

The drowning days are piling over me.

I don't want you to fade

Let me hear, even a sigh

A small heartbeat, that isn't there

I want you, come here!

Even the hands of salvation is also in vagueness

Will there be a cocoon at intervals of the second, Without the string tearing off?

I don't want you to fade

I want to hear, even a sigh.

Little rhythm to the sound of the heartbeat

Of touched prayers delivered.

The name which I cannot call out I held closely
Counting with my fingers, I don't want tomorrow to disappear.

Hearing with blocked ears

The sound of a broken cradle.

The spring time will never come again

The crimson lotus is in bloom.

' Happy Valentine's Day '

Anonymous

2008-02-13T09:47:00.001+08:00

Hide behind shadows and causing trouble with no intention of revealing themselves ..

These are man who live in FEAR ..

I despise' em ..

' Ur life's Screwed '

Routine

2008-02-11T19:44:00.000+08:00

At the end of the day, i realise what have been done throughout is just a normal routine ..

Craving something new in life ..

A challenge or An adventure ..

Walking along the path of life, i wish to detour ..

Unexpected situations awaits me, i shall prepare ..

Living in Sleeping Forest or Back to destiny ..

' Which would I choose? How bout YOU? '

Guardians + ??

2008-02-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Mights of One, the Guardians unite..

A day to be remembered and acceptance of a new family member

Part of us is missing and still searching ..

till the very end ..

' One day .. '

Reborn

2008-02-05T13:10:00.001+08:00

Finally got back all those things that i've lost all this while ..

Going through ups and downs ..

Illusions or Reality ..

Time passing by, answer awaits me at the end of the road ..

Till then, i hope i'm ready ..

' Within the truth hides the lies; Within the lies hides the truth '

Enjoying

2007-11-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

Past few days was a blast for me..

Wish it never ends.. =)

At the same time i'm thinking of you

Dreams after dreams, you're with me

Ti Amo .. <3

Cassis - Gazette

2007-11-01T21:00:00.001+08:00

Repeatedly as always, I only caused you grief as always
I must have even hurt you too. I remain unable to move
Why does your touch pain me so?

Surely it's because I was afraid of repeating history and losing you

We wiped away unforgettable days by nestling close together
You held my hand without any questions
Even if your feelings grow distant tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
Even I pass from your heart tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are ...

Along with the painful things - almost to the point of forgetting -
I'm thinking of you
The more I count the nights on which we don't meet,
Anxiety grows in my chest
Collecting different types of loneliness; please don't cry alone
No matter how far apart we are, let's go on believing in each other

I want to remain smiling like this somehow
Without hurting you
Those emotions that had faded away with time,
I don't want to feel them again

Even if your feelings grow distant tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
Even I pass from your heart tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
Please have eyes only for me
Please don't let go of my hand

I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are …

Im drain..

2007-10-29T19:54:00.001+08:00

Monday blues + Stress + Sick = Worst day of your life..

What a nice combo huh..

Wish it goes away..

Waiting for tomorrow..

While blogging - Bev says HIE!!

' Short post till this dreadful weeks ends '

Tired !!

2007-10-28T21:44:00.001+08:00

Sight unclear, seem to be misty ..

Heads spinning ..

Feeling so light ..

I ..

' Guess It's really time to SLEEP '

Settled

2007-10-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

As for now, im gona stick to this.. At the same time make some changes till its perfect

A start of new beginning =)

Enjoy fellow readers!

' Your presence is greatly appreciated '

Yes ... No ...

2007-10-27T01:21:00.002+08:00

Finally!!

Almost done.. A little bit more =)

Just wait for the official opening.. haha NOT

' Construction in progress.. Stay tune '